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©2021 KYA MAYK
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IONIATE POWER RUBRIC
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During this quarantine, I develop this anxiety of losing everyone and I end up losing my track to what’s best in me. I end up satisfying everyones deal and not even asking myself if I’m still happy. I’m a puppet of my own wrong satisfaction, and when I realized this thing kept me stock, I reflect and recover what’s yet to recover. I choose people who I should let my life go round, and that, that makes me grow more. I look upto reserving myself and just let myself grow on its best without a permission of anyone and without their input. I let my guard stand and bring this pride I wanted to show. This song is about “what I was thinking before I realize I have a self worth” and I stated here some challenges I go through in my process of healing this wounds I stab on myself.
To people who think himself/herself worthless, no you’re not, you are more than what you think. You are better than what everyone is labeled you. Be fearless on chasing what you are chasing and God Bless.
lyrics:
this is true
i make mistakes
i trust a lot of people
i can’t deal the consequences
and it’s true
i make problems
i judge a lot of people
and now i’m tearing myself alone
no one know how hard it is
to dream of life but missed
like a perfect imagination
but just an imagination
can’t complain
when you wake up
cause after those the ends
nevertheless your still worthless
life is always the hell i’m fighting
unwelcome to the home i’m placing
is there a home for me?
is there a home for me?
now even i think different
i still overthink and i’m bent
and it suck my whole energy
i might lose and it’s deadly
the friends i thought a friend
was just a thought of a friend
they come and go, talk behind
you never know whats wrong
until you see your left behind
thats when you think you wrong
you overthink and gone for nights
just to reflect and for you to fight
outro:
you do think your worthless
nevertheless your worthless
you do think your worthless
nevertheless your worthless
you do think your worthless
nevertheless your worthless
this is true
i make mistakes
i trust a lot of people
i can’t deal the consequences
and it’s true
i make problems
i judge a lot of people
and now i’m tearing myself alone
worthless
worthless
nevertheless
your worthless
your worthless
nevertheless your worthless